So I go to the window to give them my papers that had to be filled out and then go to take my I.D. picture which thankfully turned out good for once! Then I go over to pic up my schedule and it says physics, spanish 3, english 3, alegbra 2, and US history and everything is good untill I see history of motion pictures. I'm not supposed to be taking that. I am supposed to be signed up for child development. So I go to the schedule changes and ask them to change it and she says that spanish 3 is only offered second period and child development is also only offered second period so I have to choose. I HATE HATE spanish but my mom is forcing me to take a third year of it because even though you are only required to take 2 years to get into a UC, its pretty much an unwritten rule that you take three. So for right now I am taking spanish 3 instead of child development. Child development was the ONE class that I absolutly wanted to take this year! I want to take the class sooooooo fucking badly! I have been thinking about that class and how I can't wait to take it since May! And that one class made me actually really want to go to school, I was EXCITED to go to school so that I could take that class! So I am reeeeaalllyy pissed off about that and seriously about to cry.
Then I go over to the last step, getting books. I see my best friend there waiting will all her other friends. And she sees me and can tell somethings wrong and asks me what it was and I explain to her all the stuff and I just start crying while I'm telling her(probably cause of my hormones right now, cause I probably wouldn't have cried normaly). And she gives me a hug and leaves and I get my books. I get 5 huge books that weigh 30 pounds all together and I realize I don't have a locker to put them in and I'm walking home since my best friend is usualy my ride home but she is hanging out with friends after orientation. So I grab the books and my purse and I walk the mile back to my house holding all 5 books!
As if just that weren't bad enough I was supposed to see the midnight showing of Vampires Suck last night with 3 other friends but they all changed their mind at the last moment and thought it was stupid to go to the midnight showing so I said okay well we will see it today and one of them can't because she is hanging with other friends (see above), the other is redoing his room this week and can't find his wallet, and the other is going school shopping today. Plus I have a dentist appointment in an hour where I'm going to get 3 fillings done and right after that I have an orthodontist appointment!
I better get an acting agent soon and start getting jobs so that I have to take online school this year because really life is not at all what I want right now. I don't have friends in school except maybe like 3 girls, I don't talk to anyone in class because I'm shy and I'd rather do my work at school than home, I don't have a group to sit with at lunch so I sit in the math wing and do homework. I need to earn money because my family is having money issues. I reeaalllllyyyyy want to act! I want acting to be my career and I need an agent but idk if I can get one because I don't have much experience and I can't take acting classes to get more into the business because I can't afford them!
I pray that this year will work out the way I want it to